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Warkah / The Words (Songfic)


Song: Warkah (The Words) by Bau www.youtube.com/watch?v=geNh04…


It was too long enough for both of you spending time together since you two ever met.

(Full name) and Ludwig Beilschmidt - the two unique love-birds that no one can expected of. The cute/chubby ambitious (Nationality) girl with tall and adorable German hunk. For you, East and West never united into one, but it can create balance between you two. Simplicity and Complex. Rules and Freedom. Tolerance and Dicipline.

How both of you met? Easy. If you have zero ability to speak German, you would never met Ludwig. He and his brother Gilbert visited (Country) for business purposes, they had just finished their meeting in one engineering company in (City) before something happen.

Gilbert had just thrown away Ludwig's Iron Cross necklace once they arrived at the ferry terminal and it's really annoying...,  coincidentally you were on the way to the park to the mainland for your art inspiration. You had just saw that necklace on your foot before you picked it up, you knew it belong to someone else so it's better for you to keep it. Who knows if you have a luck.

Once you arrived at the mainland, you stopped by at the cafe with some book archives and start drawing as you got some inspiration from the book narration. Ludwig and Gilbert were there as well having some normal talk followed with some argue, and you heard they speak in German makes you felt uneasy to interfere their conversation until their argument became too much. Their noises makes you have no choice, you tried to stop them - pushing them apart.

"Aufhören zu kämpfen, Sie beide. Bitte beruhigen und respektieren die Einheimischen hier (Stop fighting, you two. Please calm down and respect the locals here)," you said.

Talking nicely in German to them makes they were surprised. Sounds unique to see the local girl who can speak in foreign languages. And then you asked them why they were fighting until both of them argued of the same subject - the lost necklace. You remembered you had just kept the Iron Cross necklace that you found it tripped somewhere makes you showed them and asked, "Is this what you're looking for?"

Ludwig at first disbelieved of it as he finally get back his necklace, Gilbert nudged him to suggest of having a date with you. Of course both of you declined at first until Gilbert urged both of them to have some moment, so it can be the awesome date arrangement that he ever made.

Those brothers only have more 2 days left before they need to return to Germany, so Gilbert arranged the date between his little brother and you around the (City) Island for a whole day. You brought Ludwig to every historical monuments and museum even you gave him the details of the history in German as well. He was surprised at all, how did you can do that? In first impression, of course he thought you born to be intelligent even you know much about history in your country, and able to speak some foreign languages. Not forget, the visit to nature park also not forgotten in the tourism list.

After the 'private tourism tour' ended after sunset, both of you get some unforgettable dinner at the local restaurant at beach, that time you recommended him some of the local cuisine, he tried most of it and.... not bad. That time, you make a confession of...

"Maybe you wondered how does a humble and weird girl like me can be so intelligence and able to speak German. Actually, I'm a freelance tour-guide for every tourists who visited this island. After I graduated, I was jobless so I make a research and references of every historical and attraction places for couple months, even I learnt Spanish, French and German to add some of my communication skills since I had been hired to guide European tourists. I hope you understand.."

At first there's no reaction from his complexion until he gave you a stern smile. You asked if you two want to be another pen-pal buddy, so he wrote down his email address, and so you were. Everything was clear until Gilbert jumped from the bush nearby to scaren you makes you almost get heart attack. Ludwig knocked his brother's head for misbehave in public places.

And the full moon of that night had become the witnesses of how you met Ludwig... and the next morning, the perfect sunrise is the another watcher of how he had to leave you to his home-country. You knew it's sad, but you have no choice, you have to let him go. Ludwig is a dream man for every ladies, and you bet he has a perfect girlfriend back in Germany.

:bulletblack: :bulletred: :bulletyellow:

A week later after Ludwig and Gilbert returned to their home-country, you unexpectedly received an email from someone familliar. You opened it and it was from...

"Dear (Name),
I'm sorry for not replying for your email that you sent me. I was so busy of my work as an engineer. Don't worry, Gilbert and I are fine here. What are you doing for this moment?
Regards, Ludwig"


And then you replied his email as usual, just like you're being his pen-pal or something...

"Dear Ludwig,
Everything is fine here. My job as usual is gonna be interesting for me, since I met every tourists worldwide to find out more about my hometown. It's perfect. I wish you come back visiting my country again. There are a lot of places that you have to explore. Don't worry I can guide you there
Regards, (Name)"


Both of you exchanged email week by week, month by month....

8 months later...

You received another email from Ludwig that he will coming to your country as he had just get the job transfer there in contract for 2 years. You squealed happily everytime you read that email, it was like 'love is in the air'. You're going to meet Ludwig once again.

(City, Capital)

You had just finished your tourist guide with a family from Switzerland, before you decided to get back home. You went into the elevator to the ground floor before it stopped, then the door opened as you saw the familiar blonde guy entered inside the elevator. You kept turning to him to recognize his appearance. Blonde slicked back hair, ocean blue eyes, well-muscular and his stern expression. He reminded you of someone....

TING!

The door opened, as that guy gave you a smile as he leaved the elevator makes you slapped your forehead as the door closed.

Your (color) eyes were not wrong.

That guy that you met inside elevator was Ludwig. It is.

Your heart silently whimpered of missing a chance to greet him, since you already know him and you hope he greet you back. You hang out at McDonald's to refuel your hunger. Ordering McChicken, a medium Coke and french fries, you munched them bit by bit so you can get calm for yourself and forgetting that stupid moment until...

"Yo dudette!" you turned around as there's an American with wearing Captain America logo T-shirt and black trousers, and he had just greeted you.

Alfred Jones, worked as US Navy pilot, he worked in your home-country for job transfer as well, since last month. That guy kept chit-chatting of latest episode of the Avengers series, and he really adores Captain America. Even you secretly keeping some of the Avengers comic issues so you're stay up-to-date of his comical information. You felt happy when you're with him since his adventurous story that he remembered makes you drown in his imagination.

A few days later, you finished another tour guide for another tourist, husband and wife from Sweden for 2nd honeymoon. You were so tired makes you decided to hang out at bar to release tension. Taking a large glass of root beer as the night beverage, sipping every gulp of it makes your head was temporarily dizzy. Your mind was busy thinking of your work, your frustation of your romance and....

"Komm Westen. Ist das, was Sie stehen kann? (Come on West. Is this what you can stand for?)" you heard the familiar Germanic voice makes you turned around, and it was 2 familiar person at the round table with some empty beer glass dropped on the floor. That blonde guy already planted his face on the desk for getting drunk while the albino one kept laughing before he get another sip of beer. At first you ignored both of them since it's not your business until you saw couple of stranger came by and make a chaos inside bar with some kicks and punches for every people inside. You tried to get out from there but too late. One of them had just grabbed you from behind makes you screamed for help. Gilbert was the first responded of it makes him make an action, punching the guy who caught you to make you free. Ludwig slowly awake for sober before he gets up, watched those bad strangers attacked Gilbert and you makes him turned protective, fighting back against those bad guys with some hard punches and kicks, making them in pain before they ran away like a coward.

At first, you thanked both of them for saving your life until Ludwig get some headache and fainted suddenly, he's already getting drunk, again.

The last minute he opened his eyes after that pass-out was the next morning, he already laid on bed.... in your room, and you were at his side to keep him in company. At first both of you felt very awkward of it, since it was your first time you had to accompany with a stranger, especially a man that you ever met in short time. In your case, Ludwig.

"Are you alright?" you asked concernedly makes him blushed for a while. "I already served some aspirin and glass of water, in case you got your headache again. But first, I need to get the chicken soup from kitchen," then you walked to the door and opened it, but stopped as...

"Vait," Ludwig stated suddenly makes you turned around, "Vielen Dank für die Betreuung von mir (Thank you for taking care of me)"

You smiled to him, "Es ist meine Pflicht (It's my job.)"

(time skip for next 48 hours)

No more for me to wait - to make my dreams come true
I had enough hoping for you - just like everyone who already in love


It was a perfect night in (City). Ludwig brought you to their 'private lounge' at the top of one familliar tower, having some talk about current world issues, fussball, and some job experiences of both of you as civil engineer and tourist guide. His German accent became music to your ears, while your smile from your lips revealing sweet white teeth makes him kept blushing, and giggled. Having a sip of can of root beer makes your head doesn't have anything to think of except your moments with Ludwig. You want your dream to live happily with your perfect man that you love the most....

As the midnight showed its darkness, your German guy decided to bring you to his home for the first time. You felt so nervous. As far as you know, if there's a German invited you to their home, it's showing they're already welcomed you in their life, they're so reserved.
Back to the story, both of you sat side by side on his bed, you saw Ludwig kept silent and blushing everytime he looked at you, until you tried to asked him of there's anything wrong. He only shake his head slowly and replied that nothing happen to him. You bite your lips as you convinced him to be himself and you will accept him as he is.

As both of you stand up, Ludwig gently wrapped his arms around your waist, noticed some red blush across his cheeks. You stroked his arms up to his shoulders, tip-toed your feet to get closer to him, there, both of your lips getting closer inch by inch....

You snapped to reality, turning away sighed, "I'm sorry," you released your arms from his embrace, "I can't do this. I'm only a fool," then you walked away from him makes Ludwig thought you were not comfort of getting a kiss just like the other couples do.

I'm without you - went thru happily with it
I want you to know this pain that you'll never feel


At the other day, you make your job as tourist guide for British family and friends, you brought them into the Tea Museum, Factory and Plantation as you explained of what kind of tea that planted there and some of the antique machines that exhibited on the museum. After your tour guide with them ended, you walked to the War Museum until you met Alfred.

"Yo dudette! Long time no see. Where have you been?" Alfred asked.

"Well, I'm busy of my job as usual. Bring tourists here and there about what's available in my city. That's it," you replied.

"Are you hungry? If yes, I wanna bring you to McDonald's,"

"I think so. Let's go," you held Alfred's hand as you two leaved the scene. But there's something that you didn't know.

Ludwig and Gilbert were there as well, they noticed you were happily to go out with Alfred.

As the time passed by, you enjoyed your lunch time with that American guy at the familliar fast food restaurant. You really love his topics of the Avengers or superheroes thing but you felt there's something less. You looked Alfred is less mature, you tried to compare how did you getting well to both of the guy. I mean, that American friend and your German crush.

My words hoping for you - just like we were before
I'm faithfully waiting for you - just like how you being faithful with me


'(Name) we need to talk. Meet me at (Brand) International Cafe, this Friday, 4.30 PM' - Ludwig

You received the sms from your boyfriend makes you felt uneasy makes you decided to followed his words. There's must be an important thing that he's talking to.

Friday, 4.28 PM

(Brand) International Cafe, the cafe that only located at the beach.....

You walked inside the cafe, ordering cup of mocha and pay the bill before you walked to the group table as someone welcomed you.

"(Name) come and join us," Bella invited you to join the group makes you get a seat between her and Elizaveta, one of your best friend. Besides both of them, Abel (Bella's brother), Roderich (Elizaveta's husband), Kiku Honda and the Beilschmidt brothers also there as well. You noticed Gilbert kept poking Roderich's head makes Elizaveta whacked him with pan for teasing her husband. That albino screamed in pain rubbing his head.... and Gilbird chirped.

"Thanks for inviting me but why are you guys gathering here? Is there any important breaking news?" you asked.

"Nothing happen, (Name). We are just having some talk, since we heard a lot of good things about you from Ludwig," Elizaveta replied, then she make a sharp stare to Gilbert.

"Since vhen I told everyvone about (Name)?" Ludwig asked to himself. "I bet mein bruder did all of zhis,"

"Kesesese~ Vest, vhy are you so shy? Zhat fraulein ist already here. Vhat are you vaiting for? Confess!" Gilbert urged, nudged his brother from behind.

"Wait was??" Ludwig blushed.

That time, Feliciano and his twin brother Lovino came there as well. "Ciao everyone! Ve~"

"Feliciano, how much I told you, zhis gazhering ist start in 4.30. But you came in 4.38!" Ludwig shouted to that Italian.

"Ve~ we had just stucked with traffic jam," Feliciano replied, sad.

"If this is no reason you brought me here along with this potato b******, I will not be here with you, mio fratello!" Lovino shouted to his brother.

That argument makes you sighed, sipping some mocha before....

"Fusososo~ Just follow your heart, senorita. We already know you had crush on him," Antonio said suddenly as he came behind you.

"Ohohohon~ just seduce 'im and show your best on the bed, mon ami," Francis added.

"Mein Gott. You two can't be here if mein bruder ist around. You vill only put bad influence on (Name), you dummkopf!" Ludwig shouted suddenly makes you almost panicked get down, under the table in fear.

"(Name), are you alright?" Elizaveta asked as she peeked to under the table, you still down there nodded lightly.

"Vhat have you done to zhat fraulein, Vest. She's already scared vhen she heard you scream like zhat!" Gilbert warned to his little brother.

Ludwig groaned before he peeked down under the table, "Es tut mir leid.... (Name), zhere's nozhing ist scared about," it makes you get up to your seat as usual.

"Danke, Ludwig," you smiled to give him confidence makes Gilbert, Francis and Antonio squealed of their familiar giggle for a few seconds, before they silenced as Ludwig gave them sharp stare.

"(Name)-chan, Rudwig-san gathered us here as he has something that he want to tark to you," Kiku said suddenly makes you asked back,

"So what is it?"

"See? (Name) is in curious to know about your confession, Ludwig. Say it to her," Bella added to make your German crush admitted everything.

"Ludwig, wenn Sie etwas zu mir zu sagen. Sagen Sie es. Ich verstehe das nicht verrückt von dir (Ludwig, if you has something to tell me. Just tell it. I don't get mad of you)" you said.

At first Ludwig silenced for a minute makes you felt excited to listen to his confession until he said...

"Ich... Ich liebe dich, (Name)"

You noticed he kept blushing as he confessed of 'I love you' in his native tongue, makes you flattered to reply. You stood up and he followed as well, then you gave him a close hug, leaning your head at his muscular chest.

"Ich liebe dich auch, Ludwig," you whispered.

"Ich weiß, dass meine Liebe zu Ihnen ist nicht umsonst (I know that my love with you is not in vain)" you heard he whispered back to you.

You looked back to his blue eyes, noticed his sincerity underneath it, as he took out a velvet small box, opened it to reveal a silver ring with (color, gemstone) with it. You watched he slipped the ring at your ring-finger before he kissed your hand. Your eyes opened wide, couldn't believe it. How does the ambitious loser like you finally get kissed with the hot German?

You pulled your hand away from him, pulling out the ring from your finger and throw it away. Everyone shocked of what had just happen expecially Ludwig.

"Es tut mir leid, Ludwig, but I'm only a fool, I don't know why I love you actually," you confessed in sudden before you rushily leaving the cafe, sobbing. Ludwig tried to get after you, feeling your hand had been grasped tightly makes you stopped.

"Niemand liebt mich, wie ich bin, bis Sie zu meinem Leben kam, Ludwig. Warum hast du mir das antun? (No loves loves me as I am until you came to my life, Ludwig. Why did you do this to me?)" you asked him." Ich bin nur ein gewöhnlicher sonderbar, und Sie eine perfekte Mann. (Nationalität) Mädchen und deutschen Kerl nicht zusammen sein können (I'm just an ordinary weirdo, and you're a perfect man. (Nationality) girl and German guy can't be together)

As you confessed, you watched most of Ludwig's friends walked in to know what had just happen. Not forget you saw Arthur, Alfred, Ivan (your half-brother), Yao Wang, Hercales and Sadiq were there as well.

"Ich weiß, aber man kann nicht sagen, wie die, die Sie gerade setzen Sie sich nach unten war. Ich habe so viel Fehler in meiner Vergangenheit, aber ich habe sie nur als meine Lektion für meine Zukunft. Ich bin nicht der beste Mann, den Sie überhaupt aus mit. Wenn es um mich geht, wage ich zu etwas für Sie tun, auch ich meine eigene Seele nur für Sie opfern (I know but you can't say like that, you had just put yourself down.  I've made so much mistakes in my past, but I only put them as my lesson for my future. I am not the best man that you ever dating with. When it comes to me, I dare to do anything for you, even I have to sacrifice my own soul only for you)"

"Ich bin nicht die gute Dame für Sie, Ludwig. Sie müssen jemand besser ist als ich zu finden. Sie bedauern, wenn Sie mich wählen (I'm not the good lady for you, Ludwig. You have to find someone better than me. You'll be regret if you're choosing me)"

"Nein. Ich habe gerade festgestellt, Sie, und ich brauche dich nur. Sehr viel. (Name), Bitte (No. I have just found you, and I only need you, (Name). Please)"

You don't want everyone judged of your heart. Your heart is too pure but you always degrading yourself when it's come to love. For you, only the fool can be love with you. You love getting in relationship but those bad feelings kept playing your heart, and it really hurt every guy who put crush on you, especially Ludwig, and Alfred.

(time skip to night)

"Sunflower, I know it's hurt you, but you have to forget those negative feelings," Ivan advised you as you two gathered in open park.

Ivan is your half-brother that greeted nicely to you when you studied in Russia long time ago. You built a strong friendship with him until you graduated, and returned to your home-country.

"I don't know which guy that I can choose to. Ludwig is my first crush and love, I really comfort with him but I bet he didn't love me. Alfred is nice to me as well, but I felt I lack of something when I'm with him," you confessed.

"I understand, sunflower. Only you need to do is just think who is the best for you. I know you can make a perfect choices, da?"

You took a breathe before you replied, "I will"

(another time skip, at your home)

You decided to send message to Alfred since you can't sleep due to that 'tragically stupid' moment kept running in your mind.

Whatsapp Group Message - Buddies and Friends

(Name) - Alfred, I don't know how to say but I need your help.


Alfred - Help? Let me, the Hero save you!


(Name) - *giggle* Alfred, I don't know who am I supposed to be in love with...


Alfred  - Oh, wait, babe! You want to be my sidekick instead?


(Name) - No, I mean... I don't know how to say. I was confused.


Arthur - Hello love. Are you not sleeping yet?


(Name) - Oh.. hi, Iggy.


Alfred - Yo dude! Looks like we have some group party here.


Arthur - I'm not talking to you, idiot!


Arthur - (Name) my dear, I heard from bloody hell Francis that Ludwig had just proposed you.


(Name) - Yeah why?


Arthur - Why did you rejected him? It hurts if I was in his shoes.


(Name) - Iggy, honest to say I don't know why but the sudden love confession was stupid at all. For me, he's too perfect, and I'm just an ordinary.


Arthur - Love is blind, my dear. He had just saw the beauty in you. He wants to live with you.


Alfred - See, dudette? He said your beautiful


Arthur - Back off, you rubbish!


Alfred - *died inside*


(Name) - Alfred, previously you asked me to be sidekick? What do you mean?


Alfred - Wait what? I didn't say that.


Alfred already turned off the phone.

Arthur - (Name), I bet you are confused of choosing Alfred instead of Ludwig, right?


(Name) - How do you know? You gotta be kidding me!


Arthur - (Name) pardon me for this, but Alfred is not perfectly match for you. You're beautiful and smart, I already saw it since you guided me to (City) Island last year. Actually Alfred is not so serious to commit relationship with you, while you are serious with it. That American idiot is only want to play around with you. So please, stay away from Alfred, for your sake. Get your true love before it's too late, my dear.


You turned off your phone in sudden as you realized, you had just make a big mistake, start sobbing. "Ludwig.. what have I done to you...?"

But finally I have to let you go and survive with despair
I'm still waiting for you, the love that never exist for all.


At the next day..... Knock! Knock! Ding dong! Ding dong!

"Ludwig, Gilbert, are you both inside?" you asked as you arrived at Beilschmidt villa, but no one answered the noise. At the same time, Feliciano and Kiku were there as they greeted you.

"Ciao bella~ What are you doing here?" Feli asked.

"I'm just visiting Ludwig and Gilbert," you replied, and it makes both of them look weird.

"(Name)-chan. Did you know that Rudwig-san and Girbert-san are..." Kiku asked.

"Wait what? I even don't know about that, Ludwig didn't told me about this," you responded.

Feliciano gave you a brown envelope makes you tore it off as you attempted to read the content, you have to know what does it written about.

And you shocked dropping that letter on the ground after you finished reading it.

"Ludwig is going back to Germany? Why you two didn't tell me earlier?" you shouted

"Ve~ Because Ludwig told us to not inform this to you," Feli replied before he covered his mouth.

"Ferisiano-san, what did you said to (Name)-chan?" Kiku turned to that Italian. You rushed back to your scooter as you rushed to the airport nearby, your heart said Ludwig didn't go further yet. You still have time to change his mind.

You rushed to the airport as you observed around the waiting terminal but Ludwig is not there, you ran faster to the departure area before stopped since you saw the flight-board that the flight to (City) to Berlin already departed since 45 minutes. You only mumbled of his name once you saw that.... the disappointment stamped on your eyes, you failed to get him back....

The camera showing both of you side by side - you at the right, Ludwig at the left.

Left - Ludwig paused his blueprint technical drawing, dropped his pen on the table as his mind kept running about all of you. Placing his hands on his head, gripping his blonde hair, muttered of the regret for making a rapid decision to return to his home-country. He want to get you back but it's too late.... both of you are hundred thousands kilometres away....

Right - You tore off your pictures with Ludwig then throw them on the floor in small confetti, kept crying for non stop, pleading of his name, asking for come back to you. Regretting of making stupid confession, you knew you found your true love you pushed the luck away.

The left side of the camera had been pushed away to only showing you picked up the crumbled letter that Feli gave to you, you read the last part of the letter....

"Ich habe ein Gelübde gemacht, niemand aber Sie. Ich verspreche meine Liebe für immer wahr sein, so gering, dass nur Sie hören können. Du wirst meine Liebe zu fühlen, auch wenn wir getrennt sind. Sie werden wissen, dass wir ein in unser Herz"
(I've made a vow, to no one but you. I pledge my love to forever be true, so low that only you can hear. You'll feel my love even if we're apart. You'll know that we are one in our heart)

 Auf Wiedersehen, die wahre Liebe


Das Ende


Author note: Mein Gott, this is kinda contest submission for Hetalia songfic contest. Since I'm only can write Germany x Reader and Prussia x Reader.... Honest to say, I have no idea to choose which song for the contest. First I tried to choose some of German songs in my playlist but I have to reject them. My first song choice is 'Blut und Tranen' (Blood and Tears) by Eisbrecher but I think it's kinda dark and it's not allowed for the theme. Then I tried the rest but.... I don't have any idea of it. Until I got an idea.... what if I attempted Malay songs but adjusted with some AU element to fit on the story?

Bonus translation (in German):
Nicht mehr für mich zu warten, um meine Träume wahr werden
Ich hatte genug Hoffnung für Sie, wie jeder, der bereits in der Liebe
Ich bin ohne Sie, die durch mit ihm glücklich ging
Ich möchte, dass diese Schmerzen, dass Sie nie das Gefühl kennen
Meine Worte der Hoffnung für Sie so wie wir waren, bevor
Ich bin treu wartet auf Sie genau wie Sie, wie Sie treu mit mir
Aber schließlich habe ich Sie gehen und zu überleben, mit Verzweiflung zu lassen
Ich bin immer noch warten auf Sie, die Liebe, die nie für alle vorhanden sind.
song translation in English www.youtube.com/watch?v=ds9vLt…

song by original artist www.youtube.com/watch?v=geNh04…

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Contest entry for :iconstarfire437: starfire437.deviantart.com/jou…

It's hard for me to write this story, since it's only written in only 5 hours.... I tried to make a plot twist but this is what I can write on.

Comments please~ :iconbegplz:

UPDATE: 22/5/15 This story won a third place.... never mind. I have another Hetalia fanfic contest to attempt with.

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Hetalia characters - Hidekaz Himaruya
You - :iconsexygermanyplz: until the end of the story
Story plot - me^^
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CrimsonlessBlood's avatar
THat ending! T^T The feels!!! It was AMAZING! I feel a bit sad after the ending though....